Sunday, August 27, 2006

JoN - Plates, Spoons, Knives, Homos

Was practically wasted on friday night and slacked with C & A outside 7-11,PS, with our Big Gulps. Sugar rush!!~~~ Chatted and crapped abt stuff like the bozo 7-11 cashier. It was a godamned transvestite. Not a well endowed one though. Had the obvious masculature of a man, arm muscles, beer belly, raspy voice, oh even that thing they call the adam's apple. Just magine gene hackman with makeup on that is few mm thick.
Stayed over at Chris place so we cld leave for work the next morning since we started at 9am. Fcuking Gary found fault with my cargo pants right after stepping over the counter
Gary,"Hey ur pants are of the wrong color. You sld be wearing jeans or something of a darker color.."
Whatever bitch.
Butch/femme or wts you call them.
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Saturday, August 26, 2006

working time!

work has started at Plaza Singapura Cafe Cartel for the 3 stooges, Chris, Jon And the Ant. worked on friday night and on sat morning.. =D to be honest.. in my opinion. cartel is more slack than fish and co.. i was paokaliao on everything.. then go cartel i was a "BUSSER" which means clear plate and fill water for everybody. And unofficial role of getting scolded every 5 seconds by the kitchen staff in every lanugage possible..

wished ser and sook luck for their catwalk thingie for horribly mutualited jeans.. but hey! its style =P sadly they didnt win anything.. but hey, i treat u all ice cream or sumthin.. soon.. when i get my first paycheck! =D

Johnny's Chalet soon.. trying to clear tons of work to make it. but dunnoe if can.. better hope man..

sook sent me a email.. saying that the 27 aug was stargazing for mars.. i was like -.- the date is 3 years ago! today is juz stars! lol...

went out with my church friends to eat after dunnoe.. after dunnoe how many donkey years of not going.. =D after dinner shared a drink with rach and jireh, and witnessed various forms of straw mutilation.. =P

3 years.. passes damn fast man..


//its the little things.. they rock, they hurt, but they stay..

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Project Pilot Filming

3 Days of Filming.. And now i got a goodie bag of tapes, all needing to be imported..gee, for this production, i hold the undisputed title of video importer.
Its kinda fun being on production and all, the point of this Massive group project was not really to win, i mean everybody wants to win but the whole point of this is to have fun, to bond as a group, to be proud of ya video knowing u had a hand in it, and to see the final product and know how much sweat, blood, insanity, vulgarities that was poured into it.. the point is not to be the best, but to really believe in wad we were making.

Working at cartel this coming fri.. with johnny.. dunnoe if ant workin that day too, but i do know we 3 working on sat and sunday.. YAY! im gettting paid soon.. whee..
got paid for my acting stint at movingbits.. acted as some rebellious R.I kid.. reading a FHM mag during school hours at orchard road.. LOL..serene was bugging me with cafecartel advice.. =D its appreciated! lol..

met up with serene and friend.. updated my 16th mac with programs.. i love being a mac pirate.. ARRRRRR!

eugene gave me a "Prey" choker..thanks bro.. cuz he got a free game.. real one.. then the goodies was a choker.. lol


got a lot of things planned for next month.. september.. 20th, 27th and maybe got earlier stuff.. got major stuff planned on the 14th for Maria i think (think so,cant remember,something i need to give to her or sumthin..)


//back to ground zero..yet, i found something.. =D sept.. coming soon..

Saturday, August 19, 2006

I was juz surfing around for fun surfing around mediacorp for fun. see all the old dramas in sec school we used to watch.. back then when we had nothing else to watch.. LOL.. then i found this song. =P fromthe show "Chemistry"


Recap of yesterday... met up with johnny and ant to eat a FREE dinner at cartel.. yum.. since they worked there. i let them do the ordering.. bad mistake.. they ordered one fried stuff appeitizer and a pizza.. then we each had a Meat Lovers special.. then still had a VIKING ice cream meant for 5 pple after that. We were only 3 goondustans. LOL

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-3 idiots at cafe cartel- who is gonna start working there next week.

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-how big the f***ing Viking was.. MEANT for 5..WTH..

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Link to song. HERE

Should I Stay
By Dreamz FM

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…


//for you..

Thursday, August 17, 2006

JoN - APT over

APT's over and done with! Touch down! My attachment at Infineon Tech had ended last friday and it was truly a painful day for me.. Yea not that i'm overly-sensitive but having worked there for close to 5 months. Tell me abt it man. Spent most of my last day doing clearance.
>IT department - To suspend my account login
>HR " - To terminate payroll and other claims
>Security - Deactivate/ return my staff card
(They let me keep my cardholder as a souvenir =DD)

Ha! Gave those DIY roses i made to my colleagues. Thank god those turned up fine and my colleagues actually liked them.
















Gonna miss my hommies.
Nora, Cheryl and shar... Stay cheerful man!
I'll pray. I'll visit. I'll stay in touch. Promise
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Met khad yesterday for a movie at J8. The Lake House. It got a DW rating frm us.
"DW?", you ask.
Yea.
It's Don't Watch.
Haha. Anyways, we took neoprints after the movie.
I'm telling u those dam machines have a voracious appetite for dollar coins. A single strip of us in various poses costs 10 bucks! That's 10, single, dollar coins. Anyways, after taking the pics, we had to personalise them by putting colors, fonts, borders, cartoons etc anyway we wanted. I had sooo much fun playing ard with the avatars. I actually placed this bikini avatar on khad and my oh my.... lols. Show u guys some other time.. Btw, check out baby! Canny brought her miniature schnauzer over my place. So its under our care till tomorrow.















Stayover tomorrow!!! Woohoo!!!
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

squash games against DAD..

played 8 squash games straight against my dad.. good news.. i was tired, even after all of it.. bad news.. i lost all 8 against my dad.. he is JUZ too crafty.. Basket..

took bus home with serene.. cuz i had to go back for dinner..
quote of the day,

"i slept my way to school.."
it juz sounded.. wrong..

//it hurts.. sometimes..

Kaion..

starting work on IMDP3.. Project Pilot

now listening to.. Kelly Clarkson - BreakAway
Next Song.. Dido - All of her damn songs..

nice songs man.. emo for the perfect time and place..

Project Pilot Filming starting soon! i sense 2 months of insane work, sleepness nights and emo-ness and tons of KONGKONG online! (Its like bouncing Mario Kart on Crack)
Bring it on..
Cuz the end results will be worth it.. after going thru hell, when we see our creation.. im willing to bet tobing will cry or sumthing.. to see his alter ego come to life as ALOYsious aka PUI PUI.

checked with Gillian.. Maria couldnt get in.. cuz she looked too young.. acted well but too young for the role.. awwwww.. she was grumpy when i told her the news.. ah well.. next time ba.. =D dun emo lah you.. got next time wad.

this week or next week, im baking stuff again.. maybe a massive amount of cookies.. or heck.. something meat for a change.. INGRID! lets have another baking war again.. i perfected my recipe..

updates.. JON,ANT, sleepover at Jon's house.. we are GAAAAAAAMMMMIIINNGGG.. plus swimming and pool after that.. in the daytime.. you all had better be free.. ask Pork along if he can move on that damn cast of his..



//nahz.. you look great.. always.. sometimes..OKAY! i was kidding about the sometimes..

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

no sleep.. again!

was up all night with socio presentation.. had like coffee that consists of nothing but coffee powder, no milk, no sugar.. horrifyig stuff.. my tongue was mid-alive when drinking that..

juz now came back from gym.. went with maria, FINALLY! a gym partner.. cuz everyone is too lazy to come down to gym with me.. now my sprints only half a klick le.. haiz..
anyway, during the WHOLE gym session she was bugging me to tell me how the casting for ingrid's group so far.. cuz she casted for it.. and she wanted to know NOW.. lol.. gonna get fitter soon.. =D

//wrapped up..

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Casting, Fireworks, Somebody Special

okayy i start off with friday..

went to class for project meeting, then went all the way back home to fetch maria, cuz i dragged her into auditioning for philo's PROJECT PILOT production.. cuz Maria always wanted to act, so i thot "nows the best time to try it! =D"

anyway.. a insanely long journey there to school.. and wanted to tahan without going to toilet.. and TP is like 45 mins from our house la.. she stays at Chiltern Park too.. WTH.. so bascially she was screaming for the toilet by the time we reached TP..


She was nervous for the audition.. so it was weird since we had to walk half of TP juz to find a private spot for her to practice.. so hence we walked all the way back to design audio room.. she acted out the part alone then later with me.. she was playing the hurt girlfriend.. i was "playing" the 2-timing boyfriend..hence i was bascially bruised from all the hitting for her to get into character.. cuz she ended up laughing everytime she saw my eyes.. MANN..

later she auditioned.. and she did pretty well! lol.. i was honestly shocked la.. its very drama-mama.. she very theater.. not film.. after she had more crying and more bruises for me later.. i sent her home.. i think she used up every major emotion juz now. she was so pooped i had to send her home.. wrapped her up in the jacket so that she could actually attempt to sleep in the bus..

Saturday..
Finished my logo design for the soundman tshirt.. =D after church went to see FIREWORKS!
mann its like a million times better than national stadium.. i was under the bridge, but could catch most of it.. =D after that met up with sook,siyuan,fish and sook's mum at BEN and JERRY's.. woot.. the ice cream there is imbar man... i bought BK to act as dinner and snacked on ice cream.. the ice cream was the heavenly and best part of today..

// thanks for giving this a shot, but i wished you were here to watch the fireworks together again..

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

be a man! do the right thing! LOL

its one week le..

i came to a conclusion.. after lots of soul searching, talking to eugene, sook, johnny, hanshen, serene, and abel. mostly eugene anyway.. thanks bro..and ah yes, Thanks God, for maybe creating all this problems so that i can understand all this bout myself and stuff..

i decided i will handle this like a man and not like a kid, who lets his anger take control.. i admit i acted like a child, being angry with meihua and being hurt over her being with someone new.. i mean.. look at the facts.. we broke up.. long ago even, for reasons that it couldnt work out for both of us.. i mean what she did is perfectly normal and perfectly okay in her situation..
we broke up, she finds another guy, she knows him better, she moves on! nothing wrong with that.. but i couldnt let go.. reason? i felt insecure, i didnt know what to do..

and yes, she still did lie to me.. so that is her fault, =D but my fault is worse, i let my rage control me, i became irrational and even threatened both their lives.. when i look back now.. im going "WTF?! what was i thinking?!" she had a right to move on.. and i was childish in trying to hold her back.. i mean.. even if i succeeded.. things still wouldnt have worked out between us,

now i even understand why she lied to me.. mind you, lying is still wrong.. but now i understand.. how to tell me if i was still pissed? esp if she knew that it be a shock, and most likely i be angry.. so hence, she lied.. because she didnt know what to do..

everything i said, including all the stupid stuff on ya tagboard, i take it all back.. even the avoid-meihua-totally thing.. its stupid and childish.. a childish way of avoiding a problem.. eugene said this to me.. "if u cant say hi to her, 5 years down the road, how on earth have you matured at all?" that got me thinking.. ALOT..

i take it back.. and im sorry.. and i know i was childish.. in many ways.. i hope you might forgive me..in time..

the last time i handled this.. i handled it like a kid.. now.. i want to handle it like a man.. which means.. i will never get angry or emo over this matter and i wish you and gimkai all the best.. i hope things works out for you and him.. you deserve happiness..

i hope we be friends.. not ex-steads.. but friends..
maybe one day in the distant future, when you 2 are really firm in ya relationship and not stressed out.. maybe i might actually ask the both of you out for coffee.. =D

meanwhile.. i will move on.. i got volunteer work at MINDS soon.. =D

Monday, August 07, 2006

socio!

now chionging socio presentation.. feeling sleepy while doing the damn powerpoint..
i NEED coffee.. new recipe for coffee.. mint coffee with chilli and 5 scoops of expresso.. confirm able to wake even the most wasted of people..

coming out with a new crazy cooking plan soon..
dun worry.. its actually edible.. the crazy bunch can come my place to hang out after a damn long time.. swim and play sports.. and maybe a LITTLE xbox..

this wednesday is national day! woot.. going wakeboarding during the afternoon and after that watching the fireworks there while having bbq..



//there are stars! i swear.. or i make some.. lol

Sunday, August 06, 2006

move on. to somewhere new..

i decided to move on..

maybe i can find closure..
for now, i took back everything ya mom threw out, the toys and stuff.. some i would keep, but the soft toys i gave you i would be giving them to the MINDS pple.. they are the kids who have downsydrome and other mental deformalities.. i will be giving it to them.. juz to see a smile on their face.. that maybe the toys can make someone else happy.. i believe as the toys used to belong to you, you ought to know where would they be going..

//i missed the old you..

Thursday, August 03, 2006

19 birthday.. what a way to rmb the year..

my birthday came and past.. sorry for the slow update! it was cuz a HUGE amount of things happened this week..first off, i had a fantastic birthday.. a quiet one.. where got a lot of pple wish me happy birthday, then i caught "The Lakehouse" awesome show man.. its a love comedy.. but hey, its nice on how time doesnt separate these 2 couples.where it like they are super SUAY, as to not realize its the other party during that period of time.. really really nice show

watched with serene, sook, hans and fishy. sent serene home after that cuz she juz lived near me.

made cookies for serene before that juz for fun.. cuz i was actually too bored and felt like baking.. actually turned out okay! shows that my cookies are edible..






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//you were someone i thot i could trust.. but instead..i was lied to.. yes it hurts tat you are out with someone new.. but it hurts a fucking lot more knowing that you lied to me the week i bothered to show you concern, the week of my birthday..thats the reason i dun ever want to see you again.. cuz my trust in you is broken.. never ever come here again..

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

JoN - Coup de Boule

I heard this cool song over the net which was inspired my Zidane's heabutt. Coup de boule means "headbutt" literally in french..

COUP DE BOULE:(extract)

Attention c'est la danse du Coup de Boule!
(Coup de boule, coup de boule)
Coup de boule à droite
(Coup de boule, coup de boule)
Coup de boule à gauche
(Coup de boule, coup de boule)

Allez les bleus!
Allez,
Zidane il a frappé, Zidane il a tapé (Coup de boule!)* 4x

Le rital, il a eu mal
Zidane il a frappé
l'Italien ne va pas bien
Zidane il a tapé
L'arbitre l'a vu à la télé
Zidane il a frappé
Mais la coupe on l'a ratée
On a quand même bien rigolé

Zidane il a frappé, Zidane il a tapé (Coup de boule!) 4x...

Translation:

Watch out, it's the headbutt dance!
(Headbutt, headbutt)
Headbutt to the right
(Headbutt, headbutt)
Headbutt to the left
(Headbutt, headbutt)

Go Blues!
Go,
Zidane, he hit [him], Zidane, he slapped [him] (Headbutt!)* 4x

The guido, he was hurt
Zidane hit [him]
The Italian's not doing well
Zidane slapped [him]
The ref saw it on the TV
Zidane hit [him]
But we lost the World Cup
We had a good laugh anyways

Zidane, he hit [him], Zidane, he slapped [him] (Headbutt!) 4x
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Haha u gotta hear this man..
http://zinedinezidanesong.ytmnd.com/
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