reporting with the penguins..
at justin's house i tried out a experiment..
i put a frozen fish next to the desk where i was working..
its been 6 FRIKKING hours and it still HASNT MELTED yet..
i know henceforth pledge my handphone my imac my ipod and laptop to various family members..
(Galfriend is considered as family..)
juz in case i freeze to death..
now on a photoshop rampage..
aahaz..had a nap..where i stole justin's blanket for a few minutes..
now feeling awake!
chris out..
reporting from the freezer of the fridge..
(icicles forming on my eyebrows)
burning the midnight oil..
man..im so sleepy.. its 530.. now trying to do the stupid interface and plus doing my imdp2 shirt designs.. plus i got psycho to do!! nooooo.. shoot me.. i haven't done enuff yet..man..
not enuff to justify myself..
today is a special day.. please don't let me screw it up again..
im not breathing..
man.. work is piling up.. gotta do my psychology reprt today..
plus maybe come out with the 2 screens for inma..
1 month and 1 day to my birthday! yay...
i know its too early to be celebrating now but WHO CARES!
//im not breathing..
i cant
whenever i think of you..
oxygen mask please?
inma
now in inma class.. finished the 4pages!
its easy man.. its like fast.. finishable in 10 mins..
its only gonna be like 2 more weeks before everything goes into overdrive and we become stressed again..lol
but now im deciding..
3D or Video?
im torn between both..im hoping to get my grades up too..
tanya wrote me a testimonial yesterday.. i was like whoa,
time to wrote pple testimonials!
Lonely im so lonely,I have nobody,To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, im mr. LonelyI have nobody,To call my owwnnnIm so lonely,Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leaveI wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashinIm so lonely (so lonely),Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girlIm so lonely (so lonely)Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girlCant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girlIm so lonely (so lonely)Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)To call my own (to call my own) girlIm so lonely (so lonely)Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girlBeen all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been throughNever thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonelySo lonely (so lonely)Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own)Im so lonely (so lonely)Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girrllNever thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl andCome on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...Im so lonely (so lonely)Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own)Im so lonely (so lonely)Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)I have nobody (I have nobody)To call my own (to call my own) girllLonely, so lonelySo lonely, (so lonely),Mr. Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely
my curse...
medical report came in today..if i had known, i would have never opened up that envelope if i had known wad it said.. i onli got 2 months to live..i dun understand it, why? i ask God. why? why now? why so early? i havent achieved what i wanted in school, in my life, in my dreams, when i juz settled in with all my friends at TP? and to make sure my parents have enuff to eat when they get old, wad is gonna happen to what i planned? i probably wont even know how i did in imdp2, how i could have done in all my subjects in the final year project.. the future loooks bleak, everything that i dreamed in colour now fades to a definite grey..how on earth is my life worthwhile?
feeling bored now.. im alright.. juz saw my bank balance acc, thats why the future looks bleak.. no money for movies..
camp refresh
man.. the dvd interface is killing me.. justin and stanley suggusted more new stuff..
so
now
it
looks
way
coolER!
(i hope..)
now at school.. stoning around with jacky...
wahahahhahahaz
crazy fools...
well i dunno why i say that...
(oh well this is jacky, btw....)
oops...
oh well....
Life is bored......
hey man i end here as not my blog btw....
here u go chris..... heehee
grow old with you
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
//yep, its 5am, and i have no idea why am i doing awake..
u make me smile..
because i cant let u go again..
*i know its sounds mushy, but this is MY BLOG..ahhaz*
if i could, then i would
everybody wants to kill me..awww why?
on this list of the gang of happy pple who wabt to skin me alive are,
ingrid, jacky, beatrice.. and maybe countless more?
HAHA
its fun in a way.. now i feel like im really fitting in.. as crazy as a proper
TP designer is..LOL
but my blogging skills need more work!
freshies,
welcome to the family..
ordinary
Whose eyes am I behind?
I don’t recognize anything that I see
Whose skin is this design?
I don’t want this to be the way that you see me
I don’t understand anything anymore
And this web that I’m tied up
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
It’s anything but ordinary
And when the world is on its knees
With me, it’s fine
And when I come to the rescue
I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need
Where’s mine?
‘Cause you’re what I need so very
But I’m anything but ordinary
Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one
Look what you’ve done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke
You’re just a kid
You weren’t ready for what you did, no
And when the world is on its knees
With me, it’s fine
And when I come to the rescue
I do it for you
Time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need
Where’s mine?
‘Cause you’re what I need so very
But I’m anything but ordinary
I think I’m trying to save the world for you
You've been saving me, too.
We could just stay in and save each other
I’m anything but ordinary
I’m anything but ordinary
Birthdays!
yep.. made a nice celebration with plenty of sabo-s andd scandalous underlying meanings!
but it was super funny and crappy..
i was high..
red bull gives you wings!
but yea.. ask the bdae boy and gal bout the day out!
hahaz, i think they were embaressed..hehe
ask them to elaborate!
and i bought them a ice cream cake.. to escape frm buying a present!
semi-fufilled
lots of work done today!
cleaned and mopped the rabbit's mess, cleaned up their cage,
finally gave water to my starving plants..
now doing psycho and blah blah..
i juz realized that my grandma was keeping an eye on me, since im HOME ALONE now
boohoo..my parents abandoned me! LOL
(ingrid, plz teach me cantonese, communicating with my grandma is terrible with my lousy command of chinese and cantonese..)
yeah, its funny that my grandma watched me grow up, but i hardly spend time with her..
hmm
birthdays..
yesterday was meh meh and abel's bdaes.. scandalized them for fun..
BUT HEY,
its onli to make u all embrassesed on that special day of your lives..
hopefully it was fun right?
was it fun?
and your icecream cake is gonna be HAND_DELIVERED to ya class tml..lol..
abel is camping over..we need to do work man.. but im becoming stoned.. damn
im sleepy..
shoot me..
/was i that far wrong?
legacy..
read the top..
im sorry for my post just now.. was just pissed with the whole world for 5 mins..
i was juz thinking.. im a small guy, in a big big world..
when i leave this place, will anyone rmb me?
will i trigger anyone's memory at the mention of my existance?
have i left any kind of impression at all on the pple i meet on the streets, school, poly, church, life, friends..anyone?
when i die.. which i have no idea when..maybe when im 90 or 19, will i ever leave behind a legacy?
a trail of my footsteps in life's sand
will it be blown away to oblivion? or have i even left a slight post-it in anyone's lives?
3am man..
who am i?
in 3 million pple?
im tired
im tired of this.. everyone wanting something from me..
pulling me frm all directions..
i cant satify everyone DAMNNIT..
its not my fault that when everytime somebody asks me to do
sound for their wedding, sometime JUST MUZ CLASH..
%#$#$@#$
im swearing off sound for a while.. enuff of me doing sound for their wedding..
it may be selfish of me..im sorry..
but im just bloody tired of losing the things i want..
rockclimbing.. a WHOLE cert gone.. just because i decided to help out on sound for esther's wedding..and missed it..
on all the days, the things that i join and the wedding ALWAYS CLASH..
go find your own soundman for ya wedding..
dun find me..
until im really free..
i like to move it, move it
MOVE IT
HAHA, crazy song of the week..lol
watched madagascar on monday with meihua.. collected pay too!
then was entertaining horrible thots of meihua shopping at zara,
valentino and dunnoe wad else..seeing my hard earned money fly away!
wahahaaa..
lots of projectss coming up.. now trying to finish a proposal for tml. mannnn
this sucks..
i
dun
wanna
do
any
more
workkkk......
meowmoo
haahz, helped out in the meowmoo store today..
bought a shirt too! yay, anime series..
beatrice is either very tired or maybe she isnt thinking properly..
she was standing in front of the manneqin and asking for it to STRIP..
HAHA.. then we wanted to give it to her as a muscular bolster..i know she wouldnt mind..lol..
had laser challenge today! its like ghost squad.. causse its like pitch black and all u shoot is ya friends who run and scream in the maze.. hahaz
its 0242, and i havent really typed anything much out yet.. man..
and YES,
my version of the different clothing sizes..
S size = Sampan size
M size = Ma-Fan size
L size = Lao-Hero size
//my world spins round because of you..
friedster
a new thing has happened..
i have FINALLY upgraded my friendster..
after not bothering with it for 3months..
it finally has new photos!
plus a upgraded profile..yippeee
actually after stagnanting for 5months..
i actually did it..
star wars!
waaaaaaaa
i want my own lightsaber..
that actually works.. so that i can battle darth wantata!
(inside joke)lol..
