my curse...
medical report came in today..if i had known, i would have never opened up that envelope if i had known wad it said.. i onli got 2 months to live..i dun understand it, why? i ask God. why? why now? why so early? i havent achieved what i wanted in school, in my life, in my dreams, when i juz settled in with all my friends at TP? and to make sure my parents have enuff to eat when they get old, wad is gonna happen to what i planned? i probably wont even know how i did in imdp2, how i could have done in all my subjects in the final year project.. the future loooks bleak, everything that i dreamed in colour now fades to a definite grey..how on earth is my life worthwhile?feeling bored now.. im alright.. juz saw my bank balance acc, thats why the future looks bleak.. no money for movies..
posted by .jagged @ 11:09 PM
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