one year anniversary..
wow..2dae is the day me and meihua would b together 4 a month! man really wish both of us r still together..i sorta secretly been planning for this day ever since 4 months ago..haiz..but now she cant go..haiz..really wanted to spend 2dae wif her by the beach,ahahz,cuz thats wad we did exactly one year ago..one of the things i wanted to do is to engrave our names on the tree! sorta chessy i guess..but hey its seems cool..permanent in a way..watch the sun set maybe..then go to this like beachside restuarent thingie that i saw..i miss meihua, baby muahchee..lol! and maybe watch the sunset together? k la i shall try to b happy.. i bought burnout 3 yest..it was damn fun..can crash everywhere one..call it a narcortic i guess.. got projects to do..later..
my life, in ruins
hey rachel..thanks 4 ya words of advice yest..
but sadly today shows that maybe God's plan has untold huge amounts of pain involved..this time, its my mom thaty was damn unreasonable, haiz, i played a part which caused her to flare up like that, my irresponsiblitiy haiz ..my mom has a illness and i dun wanna anger her so much that it becomes fatal..haiz..now my life is going down the drain..and i realli realli hate wad is happening to me..
GOD.. why?
in different stalls kueh tutu looks at baby muahchee
miss u baby, take care...
my life, in ruins
hey rachel..thanks 4 ya words of advice yest..
but sadly today shows that maybe God's plan has untold huge amounts of pain involved..this time, its my mom thaty was damn unreasonable, haiz, i played a part which caused her to flare up like that, my irresponsiblitiy haiz ..my mom has a illness and i dun wanna anger her so much that it becomes fatal..haiz..now my life is going down the drain..and i realli realli hate wad is happening to me..
GOD.. why?
in different stalls kueh tutu looks at baby muahchee
miss u baby, take care...
im back..mentally unstable cant get a hold on my life..
well, i pon school 2dae..reason? i haf no idea..my story is essentially done..the stote i mean..man..im losing myself..its like im becoming numb i dun haf a sense of urgency anymore..like i practically do not care anymore bout my life..i knoe its wrong and that i got projects piling up like mad..got screamed by my mom 2dae 4 being not responsible..yeah, that is true..haiz.. i need to get a grip on myself and my life..
yesterday had a chat/taljk/argument with yogi, i guess i still hurt, maybe i juz cant let go, or maybe both.. im falling apart.. i stil miss her tho..maybe should remember the past alwayys and look towards the future.
miz ya baby muahchee..hahahaz..
kueh tutu
side by side in although in different stalls..
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