Chris - thoughts,
ever since i hit 20 years old, it been kind of a wake up call to me,that if i dun catch up with life now, no matter how crazy and fast paced it is,
i will never be able to catch up later,
retaking my fyp again isnt fun, after hearing everybodies results, the joy, the disappointment
in all their voices, it sucks that i cant join them, but on the other hand, there is a certain kind of relief, that at least i got a second chance, that i can still be in the race in life,
after this FYP, i be in army for 2 years,
i am trying to get into a high active unit, commandos or guard,
cuz since im spending 2 years there, might as well make it interesting,
after that, i will be going to university, most likely overseas,
for overseas, i probably borrow some cash from my parents to start off, but im gonna work for this degree, work and study, if others can do it, i will too,
even though i really want to be able to hang out with friends in the same university overseas, the chances are slim, and i wont come back till i achieved what i wanted from there,
it will be tough to say goodbye when it comes, but i am looking forward to it, to really depend on myself, not on my parents, to see what am i capable of,
in total, if i dun get alot of free time from army,
it be 4 years away from friends and family, ouch,
but hey, i come back with at least skills or something..
wonder how everyone wil be like 4 years from now
20 years old, once you kinda hit this age, thinking becomes a constant habit,
planning for future, money, (if i do get commandos, maybe i will be able to save maybe 20K by the time i get out? who knows) , cars and moreover, even maybe a relationship too,
thats why i think i wouldnt want to get into a relationship anytime soon, cuz i'll be gone for really long, and its kinda unfair to the other half,
i mean like why wait for me? its 4 years leh,
well it sucks, cuz i do want a relationship again,
but AIYA, heck la, studies everything come first,
when im back, then i think i be more prepared for love's battlefield..
LOL..
heard taiwan was cancelled, sad man.. okay lah, we plan somewhere cool lahs.
i be kinda rich or something after army.. then we can go for longer more insanely cool holiday! =D
posted by .jagged @ 4:33 PM
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