Sunday, March 25, 2007

Chris - yesh i know i shouldnt have worn just underwear and shoes..

its kind of ridiculous to go running in just that.. altho technically thats all you need.. did i really do that? maybe.. its something fun and insane to do in the wee hours in the morning




somebody, actually 2 people actually, have said i was overprotective.. maybe they are right, maybe i am.. it kind of gets that way when i am concerned.. or at least worried.. but i do know that it gets stifling or smothering at times.. they need space to breathe.. space to fall, space to make mistakes.. always wondered, should i tell them directly wads wrong with their damn lives? or should i juz sit and wait, and help them out when the emotional plane wreck that is never ever delayed comes crashing, right on time everytime.

ever had this urge? that u desperately need an other half.. to care about, to love, to keep safe, to share secrets, to spend both quiet and noisy times together, or to hug in a cold day?
(btw, im not embarressed to say such things..it happens, everyone more or less knows wad i am talking about.. and i dun care.. i just say it, screw tact)
why? why are we built with this urge.. its like whoa.. im 20! its a bit sad! im still single..(stupid thinking that btw)
why fling? why fling when u know its never gonna go anywhere?

i spent the better part of my poly life trying to understand people, sociology, you could call it, how interactions can make u pissed, happy, warm etc. how it can shape you as a person..

i even had a 5 hour argument with a friend about the soul..
wad is it? how do you define a soul? where is the soul located? the heart? the brain? the toes?!

can someone please answer me?
cuz life's questions are many.. and they are driving the sanity out of me..




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ten'i dakkyu_

posted by .jagged @ 12:59 AM