we all take our own time and pace to find out what we really want
there are those who are luckier and know sooner
and there are those who make more mistakes in the journey to find their way about in this world
but what's important is the lesson learnt during the process
i know end product seems to be everything right now
and no one really cares abt the process
but you know you're doing yourself a favour, and only you will know how the process affected you
same goes to life and its choices
chris martin is right, when he wrote the lyrics for fix you. if you never try, you never know
so for now, just finish up what yoou started. at least you still can say you walked the entire journey
you are still young
you have time and energy to pursue whatever it is you want
if 3d is not in your future, i'm sure you'll be more passionate abt whatever else it is.. and with passion, you will go places
jiayou!
thanks sook, you are a really good friend with insanely good advice, you are probably some alien from a wisely advanced race or something..
i got less than a week left,
resulting in brain overdrive, to brain overjuice, which lead me to think,
is 3d really the life i want to lead? is this FYP really the one i want to broadcast as the result of my 3 years here? to show all i have learnt in this 3 years of learning insanity with good friends and memories? most pple will say to juz finish this diploma, then try harder with projects outside school, but this isnt juz a school, this isnt juz a normal diploma, this aint business, engine or IT where exams would signify whether how good you were, there isnt such a defined bar in design, this diploma was more like how the lecturers gave me chances, how they did believe in the students they teach, they taught us passion, which is wearing thin due to the repetive and fully running all the way block teaching. everything is running full time, the equipment, people, sanity, patience. what on earth am i doing?
i wanna be proud of my work
i really like design, i really do,
but on the other hand, what the hell do i want?
i dunnoe really dunnoe,
im braindead already,
dammit..
Disclaimer : This one stays on the blog, dont ask me about it, its the ravings of someone eccentric, faced with a deadline and a identity crisis, doing so might get you severely traumatised, =D in simple english, - dun ask me bout i, i sort it out on my own-
posted by .jagged @ 12:14 AM
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