build a wall around myself..
maybe thats wad i should do perhaps.. more and more people talk 2 me bout my recent breakup, that its is in God's will and that i am now so-called abstaining frm sin that pple say breaking up was right logically and in doing so i now am not compromising..but wad is? isnt compromising when i put anything first in front of God and church? who doesnt lie?who doesnt tell a lie in order 2 get away with something..no matter how minor..isnt lying a sin?isnt lying comprising? haiz..no matter wad everyone says..deep down it juz doesnt feel right.. its like hiting on a raw nerve..there is NO way i am gonna say "hallulejah, praise the Lord i broke up" and pretend everything is normal..haiz..yesterday was a really really special day between meihua and me..a year frm where we started..now, dreams shattered..
out..of..my..life..
posted by .jagged @ 9:56 PM
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