Thursday, August 19, 2004

memories nvr forgotten..ever..

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me..

man..wad do u do when there is a kailedoscope of images that occur 2 u and flash b4 your eyes each night b4 u sleep? hahz dun worry im not goin blind or nuts..but i juz, remember..all the times i spent with her..the beach, stargazing, the same old spots we spent together after work, the retreat at the beach during christmas, the smile u had on ya face when i came with a birthday brownie and sparkler in my hands, while singin a realli out-of-tune- version of happy birthday in the restuarent..the dedications i made..lol! the time i held your hand behind a D_S_B_N..ahahz let u try 2 figure out..lolz!

the first time i saw u cry..the first time u saw me have tears..even robocop has emotions too, in case the rest of ya all dun notice..

thursday,
i watched movie with my friends..in library..watched monsters inc.lolz, dam funny but got realli pissed at the library woman tho..haiz..she juz happily switched off our tvs' b4 the alloted time lor..at 6 we agreed..but they switched off at 530..we were s'posed 2 end at 6..then she was spouting crap like "oh,we end at 545 if there is a reservation 4 6pm..then she insisted that i was told, so i sort of told her off..oops...then later met meihua..then we went 2 see my mom..my mom explained the reson why we couldnt b together.. and the views of my dad..meihua listened and accepted..hmm, part of me still yearns..but i guess its all 4 e best and that i cant b selfish..,meihua, take care and always rmb im juz a call away k?